A Weird Mail

Weird.

I only slept for five hours today. I was awake since Friday, doing drugs, clubbing and bonding with friends.

It is nice to have friends who you can be intimate with, talk only selected topics but you can share some problems, get cheered up and you are all happy again. Feeling intense warmth and acceptance. Sometimes, the feeling is so overwhelming that you almost want to cry. You tell them how much you thank GOD to have found them.
I have few friends whom I am trying to get close with, and keep and I even think of them even when I'm sober.

Saturday afternoon, from our Citadel hotel room we checked out at 1:00 o'clock and I am feeling terribly sad and depressed. My energy all drained, and your heart is all ready for a delectable sob. And, I thought maybe this is more than right time for me to stop.

Then, by some mischief of events, I opened my friendster today and found this message.

From: Macky
Subject: pangga!
Message: i knw you wont recognize me anymore.. im just sadden to know whats goin on with you life.. you've changed a lot! your getting more worldly!
hope to hear something nice about you! take care! i miss you..
take care! i miss you.."

Thanks, whoever you are!