I Partee

I never thought that ever in my lifetime I will use drugs. In fact, I despised drugs in any form before. But I'm an addict now, worshiping drugs and ready to starve just for it. Spend my last cent for a hit, and spend more than what I earn.

Using ecstasy for seven months now, you can see a huge difference in me. My thinking, my lifestyle, my appearance... and it makes me sad everytime.

Ecstacy is made of MDMA. A drug, C11H15NO2, that is chemically related to amphetamine and mescaline and is used illicitly for its euphoric and hallucinogenic effects. It reduces inhibitions and was formerly used in psychotherapy but has been banned already.

Ecstacy in the Philippines has been quite widespread in the night scene. Most gay clubs and even straight-dominated underground clubs have recently sprung out and has been the fad. Partyphiles are wide-smiled knowing these clubs multiplying. And, I'm one of them. Manhattan and Club Government along Makati Avenue. Warehouse 135 along Yakal St., Makati. Club O and Bed in Malate and Embassy at the Fort. These are just some of them.

I'm more close to Club Government. I think I have already rooted in this bar. It is like my second home already. It is where I spend most of my weekends. It is where I get to hang out all my partee friends, not just partee friends but friends getting dear and significant to me. It is where I satisfy my social life. It is where I am getting to know more about my self. It is where I learn some things about living and see the other face of life. Without Club Government, I am lacking. My life right now has been, 40% work and 60% Club Government and ecstacy.

I know my growth is skewed to where I shouldn't be more skewed to, but I know life doesn't end here, who knows my life has just got started.