Thin is In!
Ecstacy, cocaine and weitgh loss.
09.09.2007
18 °C
I watched The Tyra Banks Show today and I saw this girl, her name is Merissa; addicted to cocaine, methampethamine, Xanax, Valium and marijuana because she is afraid to get fat.
"I would rather die than be fat."
I felt sorry for her and for myself too. Shortly I realized that I went through a stage when I so enjoyed the fact that I am losing weight. And, that was when I started using ecstacy. I lost my tummy so fast I that I didn't even notice. No sweat plus the fun! I thought of not stopping to maintain my weight and even shed more pounds.
Until I saw people's looks like saying I am very ugly already. The feeling of rejection made me realize that I was losing weight way too much. I look unhealthy, weak and sickly. In fact, I catch colds and cough every now and then. I just recently developed sensitivity in my eyes which gets me red eyes every Sunday morning after the partee. So uncool.
Things aren't really going so well, so... wish me luck!
Posted by parteeboi 11:22 PM Archived in Health and Medicine | Philippines
I'm starting to get really used to the idea of me being fat forever. I guess it suits me.
11.09.2007 by callboi