May 2008

It's been a while, and I have no good things to say. Sad. Pretty much, all I am right now are regrets and don't-lose-faith-everything-will-end. I am not totally unhappy, despite my great misfortune, some things could still cheer me up and uplift my spirit.

But, looking to where I formerly belong and formerly with. I am obviously losing them, not because it is what I want neither their's, but because, maybe it is what they've realized to be best for me and more importantly for them. I am not expressing anger or indignation. I see the point in where things are going but it is not easy. It is very hard. Moving on is never easy.