Events

I've been to this "Marlboro Red Eye Breakfast" last Saturday at Metro Phi Bar, Metrowalk Ortigas. I expected it to be an elite gathering of beautiful and famous people like seeing Angel Aquino, Phomela Beranda, Borgy Monotoc and the likes but it was only a so-so.

At least, the breakfast buffet was free. So, I ate my breakfast in Ortigas last Saturday. I got this cool, I'm not so sure if it was a special edition for the event only, metal lighter which came for free if you bought two packs of any Marlboro variant. Well, at least another social gathering for the invited only.

I was with my Daddy Donna, Mommy Cynthia, Billy, Tatay Deyk, Ninang, Darlene, Lex and Moja. I don't know if I really had fun. But, it was something not everyone has the chance to attend. So, I guess... I felt previleged.

The guys that I was with of course do partee. The music was totally BV. As in pinoy alternative and R&B. That is why no wonder Deyk didn't mind about eating and just puffed his Winston lights all the way at the lobby where the foods were arrayed. In fairness, the omelet was yummy. These guys are indeed not used with those type of music. A Whose Your Daddy could have made our day. So, after some of us finished our plates we hurriedly proceeded and claimed our souvenirs. Coolness. It's a tin cup with light brown leather cover, detailed with Marlboro insignias, like very cowboy. Not to mention the invitation. It is a circled fork, which looks like just a bracelet, and a tag with the texts on it.

So while we were outside, Deyk got himself a Starbucks and some pastries and that was his breakfast already. After a short while I decided to go and while in the taxi back to Makati my Ninang texted me that Marco came. As if I care.

Marco is my ex, period.

So, congratulations to me. I only had half a tab this weekend. If only I have money to spend, I could have dropped more than a half. So, I guess I'm not yet changed at all.

Point five blue mushroom. The hits was there, somehow. With a lil help of my good friend inhaler, with eyes closed you still feel the my-head-is-rising feeling. A lil gag to heighten the hits, palpitation, deep breaths, REM and I am a bit solved for the day.

I hadn't had what I usually drop. It was lame but somehow a lil fun! The tab was only free, a generous friend just surprisingly asked if I like, then the hell I have no second thoughts. I grabbed the pill, and bit it into half but technically 3/4 to be exact.

The tab isn't exactly how it actually looks like. The color in the picture is somewhat reddish with hints of blue. The one I took was all blue but marked exactly the same. Check out cool tabs at www.ecstacydata.org.

I never thought that ever in my lifetime I will use drugs. In fact, I despised drugs in any form before. But I'm an addict now, worshiping drugs and ready to starve just for it. Spend my last cent for a hit, and spend more than what I earn.

Using ecstasy for seven months now, you can see a huge difference in me. My thinking, my lifestyle, my appearance... and it makes me sad everytime.

Ecstacy is made of MDMA. A drug, C11H15NO2, that is chemically related to amphetamine and mescaline and is used illicitly for its euphoric and hallucinogenic effects. It reduces inhibitions and was formerly used in psychotherapy but has been banned already.

Ecstacy in the Philippines has been quite widespread in the night scene. Most gay clubs and even straight-dominated underground clubs have recently sprung out and has been the fad. Partyphiles are wide-smiled knowing these clubs multiplying. And, I'm one of them. Manhattan and Club Government along Makati Avenue. Warehouse 135 along Yakal St., Makati. Club O and Bed in Malate and Embassy at the Fort. These are just some of them.

I'm more close to Club Government. I think I have already rooted in this bar. It is like my second home already. It is where I spend most of my weekends. It is where I get to hang out all my partee friends, not just partee friends but friends getting dear and significant to me. It is where I satisfy my social life. It is where I am getting to know more about my self. It is where I learn some things about living and see the other face of life. Without Club Government, I am lacking. My life right now has been, 40% work and 60% Club Government and ecstacy.

I know my growth is skewed to where I shouldn't be more skewed to, but I know life doesn't end here, who knows my life has just got started.